I was watching a show on a streaming service the other day and it was a random series I can’t even remember the name. One of those mindless series which you probably shouldn’t watch as your mind disengages from anything important. However in the middle of what would be the last episode, a key character, a wealthy real estate mogul was being confronted by someone. The mogul was about to lose his main property, a large impressive skyscraper, the largest in the smallish city. It was in his own words his ‘monument’ of life achievement and it was about to be foreclosed. The grief and loss he was about to face made him a mixture of angry, sad and melancholic.
God spoke to me so clearly in that moment. I was jolted from my relaxed state. I had been stressing about some people moving on from Kew. We are in the midst of a growth cycle, the like of which I’ve rarely experienced. So much so that we are rapidly running out of room in both services. That is great right? God is doing something and I am humbled and grateful. But in the midst of that, someone, for good reason, is moving on. God made it so clear to me, this church is not my monument. It never has been and it never will be. In fact Pastors like myself need to remind their own heart that every pastor is temporary. Even if we get carried out in a pine box, one day we will no longer be leading this church. And like a AFL coach every season, our time might come quicker than we thought.
I must admit I do watch and see the culture in some churches and am glad we do want to grow, and are growing, because God is Ruach, Spirit, moving, growing, empowering. But I also want to make sure that it is not my kingdom we are building. Or my monument. Thats a ridiculous and frankly idolatrous thought. But if I am holding on to either the growth, or the losses, that is slipping into that territory.
Jesus will build His church, and the gates of Hell won’t win.
Lord……thank you so much for the incredible privilege of being your servant as you build your Church.

